Why wasn't I warned that your first love could mess you up for life. Who would have known that the man I loved so much I would have died for would have treated me like a he did. He talked so bad to me day after day, I thought I was no good for nobody. Standing in my face telling me I will never make it with out him. He is all I have and without him I am nothing. Who can I go to and tell this to? The same friend I told three years ago she was stupid for being with a man that didn't love her or the friend I told she married the wrong man? I can't tell them for them to laugh in my face& tell me that I got what I deserve. I can't go to my family after all where have they been through all of this anyway? My parents are dead and gone and all I have is his people. So I thought till the day he tried to kill me. Laughing and saying 'wait till I tell my mother about this'. Did she know the whole time you were putting your hands on me?
I feel like my back is up against the wall and all I have is the bottle of Vodka. It's my only friend, my only confidant. Wait I have an idea. Something that will take the pain away.......................
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